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11 August 2005 @ 08:18 pm
Jenny had heard about the Unitarian Universalisms Pagan Society on the internet. She had scoffed at the idea of joining a primarily Christian organization, even one that was open to pagans. After all she only needed her internet pagan group; she was a techno pagan after all and she only needed her technology to perform the rituals she did. However death can change a woman.

It was hard to relate to people anymore. For the first few days after being brought back to life Jenny spent most of her time alone in her room or with Giles. She was scared to venture out to the real world because last time she did this she died. Her neck still ached at times and though she knew this was an artificial aching it still kept her properly afraid of the real world.

She knew though that if things were to ever get better she would need to leave her room time to time and meet other people. That was why she was here, in a middle of a UU church, bowing her head as the local High Priestess led everyone in guided meditation. Jenny was trying to follow along. She was trying to see the woods, the trees, and the birds flying over head. However she could not see any of this, she could only fell her pulse quicken as an invisible presence brought fear to her heart.

“Now everyone open your eyes.” Jenny opened her eyes and felt an easy smile break her lips. People around her seemed so at peace, so relaxed, for a moment Jenny wondered if she even belonged here. “Ok who wants to say who there spirit animal is.” That is when Jenny decided she needed to leave. She did not know why but for some reason she was hit with a feeling of dread. It hit her hard, a blow almost physical in nature.

People watched her as she left but she did not care. If she did not get out of that place now she would loose it.. and she lost too much already. She left the place and went straight home. She needed to be with him, she needed to know he was alright needed him to protect her from the invisible thing that seemed to be following her where ever she went. She needed Giles.

(open to Giles when he is ready)
Rupert Giles: 01. Alonerather_british on September 3rd, 2005 03:49 am (UTC)
I had spent another long day at the hospital with Colleen, Amanda, and Molly. They were slowly getting better. Physically at least, I'm not sure if they will ever be the same girls they were before the attack.

At any rate, I arrived back at the flat to find Jenny still not home. She had mentioned something about a meeting, and I wasn't sure how long it was supposed to last. So to busy myself until she came back, I put a kettle of water on the stove to boil. It is still my firm belief that there is no ailment a good cup of tea cannot solve. Perhaps served with some tiny cookies...

Janna (Jenny) Calender: me// name dotsyounoticedthat on September 3rd, 2005 04:10 am (UTC)
I walked into his apartment to hear the familiar sound of rustling in the kitchen. Water filling the kettle and all the familiar sounds of Giles making tea. I approached the door slowly glancing in to make sure all was alright. He was always a hard one to read, well hard until it was too late.

“Isn’t it a bit late for tea?” I asked as I watched him dig into a box of butter cookies. “Wait who am I talking too?” I smiled slowly seeing the strain behind his eyes. I felt a moment of concern and walked over to him resting my hand on his shoulder.

“Giles what happened?”
Rupert Giles: 03. Hold Merather_british on September 3rd, 2005 04:45 am (UTC)
I could smell her before she ever came into view. Jenny Calender had a very specific sent that I'm almost positive I could place anywhere.It made sneaking up on me very difficult for her to accomplish.

"It is never too late for tea," I said moving towards her and placing a soft kiss on her lips.

"Giles what happened?" She placed her small hand on my shoulder, that familiar look of worry crossed her face. I hated to see her looking like that. Not tonight. Not when she had so many other things on her mind. I wasn't going to burden her. My problems were my own, and I could manage them just find.

Wrapping my arms around her waist I pulled her close to me. "Nothing that you need to worry about love." With one arm still wrapped tightly around her, I moved the other hand behind her head, kissing her again. More deeply this time, I poured all my pent up emotion into her.

The pot on the stove began to whistle.
Janna (Jenny) Calender: me// jannayounoticedthat on September 3rd, 2005 04:56 am (UTC)
It is hard to argue with the man you love to begin with, it gets harder when he is shoving his tongue down your throat. Not that I was going to complain, it was always nice to feel his passion.

“Your tea is done.” I said breathlessly as the kiss broke. “Or the water is at least.” I smiled a little sloppily as I stepped back so he could prepare his tea. “So what tea are you having tonight? Something wild and strange or the standard fair?” I had picked up some exotic organic teas a few days ago but they seemed to go untouched so far. I should have guess that Giles would not really be interested in something like that. He was definitely a man with a routine.
Rupert Giles: 02. Watching You Smilerather_british on September 3rd, 2005 05:07 am (UTC)
With slight hesitation, I pulled myself away from her. There was something warm and inviting about her. I never wanted to leave. I could stay all day in her deep brown eyes, but that whistling was getting damn annoying. I finally broke her gaze and turned back to the stove.

"You know I love you," I said softly, "the mere fact that I let you redecorate my flat should prove that, but some things should always stay the same. My tea being one of them." I finished making the tea and settled down on the sofa. Pulling her down next to me, I asked, "How was your meeting?"
Janna (Jenny) Calender: me//checkered past uncleyounoticedthat on September 25th, 2005 03:03 am (UTC)
“My meeting was fine.” I said with a smile and than started to talk about the meeting in elaborate detail. Of course I neglected to mention the feeling of dread that was haunting me lately. Giles would worry and the more I talked the more I knew that I was not long for this world. My death had put me in limbo and I knew my life had not exactly set things right either. Willow had meant well but the world was not right and I was part of the problem. Soon though I was sleepy and so was Giles. I took his hand and took him to bed. I was not sure how much time I would have with him so I wanted the time we did have to be meaningful. After all I loved him.